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I've been trying to draw but struggling with poses. Nothing really feels right and I'm struggling with coming up with some good things, especially since I owe someone some fanart, and a fanstrip (I swear to all of the anime I've been watching lately that I'll do those for you eventually I swear.)

Now for the more difficult undertaking that I've decided to pursue. I am out of shape. I've been out of shape for a few years, but haven't become any more out of shape. The problem is I recently decided that I don't like how out of shape I am. It is my goal to lose at least 20 lbs before next anime north. It shouldn't be impossible. It actually shouldn't be impossible to lose the 30 lbs that I actually think I need to lose, but I thought I'd make my goal more realistic, since the only life change I'm making is to exercise more, because I really, really love food.

It is actually a horrible state of affairs because I love food, but my metabolism doesn't seem to like food so much. I don't actually eat all that much, and the things that I eat really aren't all that much more unhealthy than the things anyone else eats, and I don't eat constantly or anything. I really don't snack much at all, and I usually don't have lunch (well, I sort of do, but since I wake up at noon, it's really my breakfast)

The system that I'm working on right now is I walk my dog every day and do sit ups, the number of which is slowly increasing (I started two days ago at 30. Today I did 50.) Soon enough I'll be completely back into my fitness theme where I do exercises every day, and then I'll overexert myself one day, hurt for two weeks and not do my exercises again, and then it'll be back to normal as I'll have forgotten about my aspirations to be thin enough that I'm not ashamed to go swimming.